我真的,很傻.

倔强.

倔强的把自己的倔强隐藏的很好, 把眼泪收好. 一直到我终于开口承认我害怕踏出一步, 心里明明很难过, 却还要装作无所谓的说. 别人都说幸福在不远处, 我想相信的, 可是我的心却不知放到哪里去了. 明知道只要伸手去就可以去接受别人给的幸福, 我却要出走, 要奋不顾身的, 为找一个真正属于自己的幸福, 是犯贱还是天真? 我还是没有找到, 也没等到.

并非真的那么坚强, 我也为了同一件事偷偷的哭花了眼好几回, 甚至痛哭到忘了自己. 最后忘了大部分那些回忆, 可是痛彻心扉的感觉依然可以感觉得到, 偶尔不知不觉的掉了眼泪, 也不知道为了什么, 只感觉到心在痛. 越靠近内心, 越多伪装, 我也不知道我在害怕什么. 我真的以为那些过去会把自己训练成钢铁般的人, 但是有一块地方却永远都是下雨的世界. 我终究也是一个平凡的人, 追求的也不过如此, 如此平凡的感觉.

真的很傻.

Me,

September 19, 2011.

Pommes Frites. and Some Others

Morning~ simple reception for Koh from Ipoh, therefore, sure went for makan coz we are tham jiak gang! Went K3K for breakfast, a restaurant at SS 15 which I always go for dinner with my ex-colleagues, but this was the first time I went for breakfast~ Hmm...usually I will have coffee every morning, but, the coffee there really not my cup of coffee :( others ... so so only.

Had a great lunch at Pommes Frites Bistro@ Sunway Pyramid Asia Avenue. Never try this bistro before though I went Pyramid for N times. Yesterday I read some reviews through the net and I decide to take Koh to this bistro for lunch, nice try! The pastas were tasty and big portion!

Pommes Frites are quite famous for their Belgian Fries too, with a variety choice of sauces~Hmm, not bad ~

Hmm~seafood olive oil pasta with white wine. Personally, I prefer fried pasta or olive oil pasta than tomato or cream pasta. So, I really enjoy my lunch today! Yummy! There are lots of pastas so... I think you might found your own favo at Pommes Frites too ;-)

Anyway, the prices are reasonable, MYR 12-15 for a big plate of delicious pasta, kinda worth right?

By the way, thanks Koh, Ruby and Pearl for the birthday gifts! ^^

爱情太高 谁都到不了.

I tried to solve something which is kinda messy, and I thought I solved the problem. I thought. Slowly, I found I solve nothing. It's not his fault, it wasn't mine, who could really judge on people, or, who had or given the authority to judge?

I was once told, love is like a knife with two blades, whenever it cuts the other, you left a cut on yours too. I guess I'm just too stupid.

TaHi said, 我们都傻.

是的, 我们都如此盲目的执着.

Yes. I have nothing better to say at a moment like this, a tough moment like this, the Rumors.Lies.Guilty.Truth.Future.Fear.Courage.Confess.Loves. and Us.

Will it ends up happily ever after?

Me,

September 18, 2011.

Happy Birthday !

ready to go?

Last night was my 24th birthday, and it was mid-autumn festival too. Thanks my buddy accompany me, or else I will have to celebrate alone, poor thing, haha. Today is my buddy's mom's Birthday! Happy Birthday to you~~( I wonder if she will see this...hahaha!)

However I celebrated my birthday in advance with my ex-colleagues on Saturday and with my secondary school buddies on Sunday~! We went to T.G.I.F on Saturday, it was a fun night with them, and this is the first time I shouted on a chair in a restaurant! haha, a memorable night, thanks to Fish Fish, Potato, Er Mo, Pink Panther and Mr TaHi~! :D

Went to Look Out Point again with my secondary school buddies on Sunday, quite cool on that night and I ordered Tom Yam Bee Hoon *slurp*! It's nice to have a bowl of hot spicy soup in a cool weather~! We brought Banana Cheese Cake and Green Tea Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe as our dessert, two weird flavor cheese cake...haha, I think it's acceptable, but I think some of my friends might not like the weird combinations, haha~

Anyway, I will try anything once, cause I only live once~!

Happy birthday to myself, and thanks all the wishes from my beloved family and friends~Cheerful always!

Me,

September 13, 2011.

Logenhaus Roast & Grill

Yesterday I was searching through the web for nice place to eat, haha, simply love to eat and share with my friends.

Somehow, I thought of Logenhaus. It's a German style restaurant (halal) located at Taipan USJ. Once went there with my buddy and his mom for dinner, after having a fun day with painting. Well, I read some reviews from others about this restaurant, some said it's good, some were ... really bad. I just gonna write my experience honestly, and I think it's a nice restaurant. Since it's about 5 months ago, so..I tried to recall my memories as many as I could.

There were some wooden plates hanged on the wall, I have no idea what are these for but I like the dining environment, it's like a simple bistro, warm. It's like a place you would love to have a meal with your beloved family and friends, have a toast or have a relaxing chit chat after dinner. Personally, I like western bistro style restaurant.

They served us roasted garlic bread while we were waiting for our food. My buddy recommend me this soda drink, blue is ocean soda, red is mine and it should be... raspberry soda, refreshing :)

The dishes we ordered that night, Grilled Salmon is mine, my buddy ordered Black Pepper Steak, and his mom ordered Roasted Chicken with Gravy. I couldn't remember the name of the dishes, but it's something like that, haha... but I remembered we enjoy the dishes very much. Perhaps I will visit the restaurant again some other day, and I will write another review about it again :).

If you like to try the restaurant, this is the address:

50, Jalan USJ 10/1B,

USJ Taipan Triangle,

47620 UEP Subang Jaya.

Some memories are good.

Me,

September 10, 2011.

Think and Move A Little Bit ... Beyond . Macchiato

"Life is difficult." Simple and sharp prologue from the book of M.Scott Peck, The Road Less Travelled.

It's hard to deny, yet, I couldn't remember how I come till this far, either it's involuntarily or it's really without striking a blow. It doesn't matter, move beyond what happened in the past, and what left over is today, and tomorrow.

I spend an afternoon stick to the comfortable sofa at Starbucks, read a book which I bought few months ago, Mindpower Secrets. Not to forget, my coffee of the day is Caramel Macchiato. Well, honestly, I never try a Macchiato, turns out it's a nice try for today, and surprisingly suits my day well. So I do my homework after that, Macchiato is made out of espresso with a small amount of milk, different from Latte, which contain lots of milk and a little amount of coffee. Macchiato means 'marked' or 'stained', it was first used to describe the milk stained on top of the espresso, and latter it refer to the foamed milk put on top of the coffee. Besides, there are some differences in the choice of milk, Macchiato Caldo is prepared with hot milk, on the other hand, Macchiato Freddo is prepared with cold milk. I ordered the Macchiato with cold milk and caramel today, perhaps I shall try the one with hot milk during the next visit to Starbucks. :)

In case you never know me nor meet me, I am a huge coffee fans too.

Still hearing to Lonely World by Bryan Greenberg. Suddenly I realize, time and getting busy didn't help one to forget someone or something that he or she needs to forget, it neither could stop one from thinking or missing about it. The someone or something still haunting around it's because of that one is still care about it and couldn't let go of it.

Eventually, it had become a part of everyday, when the sun rises and sun sets. Until a day that one actually, really, completely, let go of it.

I never let go of my feelings actually, at least not now. Somehow, missing, it's like a dying dream, sarcastically, hopeless but wonderful.

Me,

September 8, 2011.

Durian Ice

After watched one of the episodes of OTH, it got me drowned, into deep thinking. It was about the little performance happened at Karen's Cafe, Jake brought his daughter, Jenny, to his world, and he sang a song.

"Such a lonely boy, couldn't find the joy within, such a lonely girl, such a lonely world we're living in, I watch it all go by, can't find a tear to cry, a tear to cry, a tear to cry."

The song was Lonely World, by Bryan Greenberg.

Do you ever have a voice inside your head, and it is trying to get out loud?

I do.

So then I grab my towelette and keys, wears my sport shoes. I jogged around the neighbourhood I live. It doesn't feel that bad too. The evening sun shines, and there are grasses, meet one or two strangers doing the same I did. I don't know how it works, but it calms me down, from the drowning part.

Trying hard to be the one I want to be.

Durian Ice from 甜品哥哥. I remember it was already months ago since I had it, it taste owkay. Well, I feel the durian ice from perfect ice I had in Wangsa Maju was the best, but then it was a couple years ago, during my uni life. I tried to go back again but failed, it always closed when I go, or it already moved. :( disappointed, cause I am a huge fan of Durian! haha, not all of my friends can accept durians, but I still able to find my soul mates anyway.

A day with .... lots of stuff to get through, guess it's time to say good night and ended it all. Pray for the good ones.

Me,

September 7, 2011.

The Good Ones and There Are The Bad Ones

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way - in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only."

- Tales of The Two Cities, The Period, by Charles Dickens.

Trust me, all of us have good times, and vice versa too, not all the time, but once awhile there might be some tough moments that we have to get through, having the ups and downs, these, so called life. So do I, and I am not going to deny on it. Bad days visit me sometimes. But at least, I still trying to fill my days as much as possible, feel contented. Try as much as I could not going after negative thinking, nor thinking too much over something. So, anyway, I just keep the secrets. Go to the Next -

Hmm, and finally, got my spectacles, look simple one, but I gonna say, they look good on me! hahaha, sorry if I getting a little bit narcissism.

Went JoJo's noodle house for dinner, I guess it's not quite unfamiliar for some of you, cause it's something like Face to Face noodle shop. Still, both shops have their special noodle styles. I order spicy soup noodle today, kinda spicy for me, phew~

Luckily got Ginko Chestnut Red Dates tong shui to neutralize my stomach. They gave me lots of Gingko tonight :)~I guess I would not go too extreme next time, for my health's sake.

Ta-Da~

I am too young to say I see lots of stories around me. Too conclusive for answering all the questions and doubts come to me. Sometimes, I even get myself lost in the journey.

I hope you will be the first to show up, and hold me tight. Anyway, not gonna happen in the truth, but just let me keep a little hope.

Me,

September 5, 2011.

Healthy . Enriched . Friendship

Still in holiday mood, went Empire Shopping Gallery to have lunch, with LT, Janet and Sky. LT introduced us to an organic food restaurant, called Organic Goes Chic. My first thought was just another normal fancy-look vegetarian food restaurant in a classy shopping mall, and actually one of the reasons that I don't really like vegetarian food cause I'm kinda...Big Tummy (Carnivora), hahaha...

Owkay, but the menu of the restaurant was the first thing that surprised me. I didn't know that simple vegetables and legume can make so much combinations and dishes! Wow, it's really chic style organic restaurant! We ordered Fried Pasta, Curry Cheese Pasta, Herbal Bak Kut Teh and Tom Yam BeeHoon. Surprisingly, truly, the foods are nice, delicious, healthy and let me feeling refreshing.

Bravo! Star-Star-Star-Star*

In addition, the environment of the restaurant is quite comfortable. They are also selling organic products besides the counter. Hmm....about the price, since it's located in a quite classy shopping mall, so ... I think it's owkay for a healthy and delicious meal. :)

Don't forget to try out their special fruits drinks too! I would recommend Red Dragon Fruit Enzyme with Passion Fruit, it's yummy!

Organic Goes Chic

LG 32, Empire Shopping Gallery,
SS 16/1, Subang Jaya.

Mon - Sun, 10 am - 10 pm.

The menu of the restaurant.

Tom Yam BeeHoon, Curry Cheese Pasta, Herbal Bak Kut Teh, Fruits Drinks, Fried Pasta.

After having a satisfied yummy lunch, we walk around in the shopping mall, and I was trying to find an optician. Tried lots of spectacles today, one of them attracted me the most - Tiffany & Co., TF 2035 black. My Oh My~~~ it's perfect spectacles for me! So nice and so elegant, totally my dream spectacles! But I didn't get to buy it cause ... it's too costly for me, RM 1050! Gosh... good bye dream spec ... T.T

At last I chose Emporio Armani's, it costs me RM 510 including the lenses, half of a Tiffany & Co.! ~.~

Tiffany & Co., TF 2035 black

Haven't get my spec yet, haha, stay tune for my new look!

Bought 3 books today too, opps ... spend a lot today. Project Management, Event Management and Professional phrase used in office, to enrich my knowledge in management. Wish myself all the best in job hunting! ;-)

End of story? Not yet~we still went for sing k at Neway after these~haha, cause I'm a September Baby (actually Sky also a September baby but they only allow one baby in one room, lols), so free entrance fee! Woo-Yeah~~~ September is such a good month!

Had a nice day with lovely friends today! Thanks guys~~!

If I would make a wish, I hope he is the one with kind-hearted, whole-hearted, caring and appreciate my love. Happily ever after.

Me,

September 2, 2011.

Getting obsessed with Korean?

Dae Jang Gum Korean Restaurant

Kim Chi soup with rice

small side dishes

Affected by Sky and LT, I started to hear Korean songs, even put them in my blog. After school, G.na, and the most popular girls group - GG. Well, though I cant understand what are they sing, some of them have moving tempo, nice music. Therefore, for food and music, there are no barriers!Cheers* :)

Went to Dae Jang Gum Restaurant (大长今) last night. It's a nice korean restaurant at PJ area. This was the second time I went there for dinner, tried Bim Bim Bap(Stone Rice) last time, so I ordered Kim Chi soup with rice for this time. It's quite owkay for me as the Kim Chi soup is not too spicy, haha, and the price is quite owkay, it cost me RM 18 including tax for a Kim Chi soup with rice. Well, the foods are quite nice, but I think I have tried nice Korean food before .... so .... hmm..anyway, it's a nice korean restaurant to try, it's located at Section 14, Petaling Jaya, above Kemaman Kopitiam.

And I notice there's a coffee shop opposite the korean restaurant, Coffee Ritual, it looks more attractive to me, I saw some coffee products through Le Vitrine of the coffee shop, and the environment of the coffee shop seems nice too, I'm soooo gonna find some time to go try it! :)

Memories.

Me,

September 1, 2011.