Are you real, my dear?

梁静茹 [你会不会]

房间是你的气息你还没醒
静静的头挨着你 你伸手握我手心
这是真的 还是种梦境
被捧在手心还是不确定

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情 直到我遇见你
这不是运气 是种默契 却让我恐惧
OH 你会不会美丽往往都易碎对不对

遗憾变暖意 暖意变泪滴
泪滴变成钻石 我珍惜被你珍惜
爱是水晶 好透明又怕被跌碎的心
偷偷窃喜 屏住呼吸

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情 直到我遇见你
这不是运气 是种默契却让我恐惧
OH 你会不会 热情往往会减退 对不对

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情不再患得患失
这不是运气 是种笃定 更怕会失去
OH 你会不会 决心最后会撤退 会不会

Sometimes it's quite true, after those sweet and bitter, gains and loses, people become more cautious, waiting in hope but too afraid to approach and believe. I thought I will be calm down and will be silent for some time. Somehow, every single day, there are numbers of people around me. Some are just passer-by or never actually 'meet' or never remember them. Some are hi-bye but never know the names. Some are just normal friends, maybe having meals and shopping together either alone or in a big group, laughing and joking, but just friends. Some are good friends with bit ambiguous, yet never a couple, to admit that nothing than being good friends with guilty conscience, meanwhile, never take any initiative to move steps forward. Perhaps, even meet a good match, we will all hesitate and doubt whether it's real, we have become more cautious, 'cause knowing the pain of heartbreak, we have to admit that we are too afraid to lose something and getting hurt. Contradiction is the complicated, interesting and the suffering part.

Quote from sam's night show: 因为一旦失去了爱，遇到确不定确定的人都觉得是喜欢的

尽管他一直不愿意承认，并且不承认那是爱，那么我觉得用喜爱可能更适合，因为缺爱

Love isn't everything in life, but it's a important ingredient in life. I wonder if anyone had ever hear how some people define love in life, they said that the aim of life is to find a partner, spending life together till old age. I'm still on my way to figure out my life, everyone I met, everything I faced, every story I heard, every phrase I read, every frame I saw, they filling-in the blanks, whether they hurt me or cheer me up, I learn by going through them.

Are you real?

Me,

May 17, 2011.