ExpiringDate :

依然是我

2012-01-29T13:58:00.002+08:00

没有要再提起关于情绪的 , 和关于那些你的 , 的本意 .

偶然看到别人的部落 , 那些文字的反映中看见了我自己 . 他写着自己 , 同时也刻画出了很多个人的心声吧 , 我想 . 这个城市 , 到底住了几个他 , 几个我 ? 故事大同小异 , 然而谁说人是一个独立体 , 可是我们的情绪 , 总自愿的纠结在几个人之中 .

我 , 很努力的安静下来的思考 . 我想 , 对于一些疑问 , 我应该都没有一个答案 , 然后将一切包起来上锁 , 可以做到让人不闻不问的 , 然后我继续平静的过活 . 我想这几年来 , 我并没有真正的改变过 , 即使身边的生活 , 环境 , 人物 , 场景一直在无声的更换 . 我依然追求完美 , 依然惯性隐藏情感 , 依然喜欢思考 , 依然固执我行我素 , 依然喜欢带点苦味的咖啡 , 依然喜欢深邃的蓝色 , 依然喜欢用筷子吃饭 , 依然坚持整齐简单 , 依然喜欢用挑战来折磨自己 , 依然喜欢看车子 , 依然有三十岁的计划 , 依然晚上睡觉会做莫名其妙的梦 , 依然会一个人旅行的念头 , 依然是一个人 .

我想哪天 , 应该会一个人带着行李远行 , 在一个完全陌生的地方 , 又重新出发 , 寻找我自己 . 就像现在一样 .

也许我应该坦诚的说 , 有些时候 , 我真的很想你 . 不为什么 .

Me,

January 29, 2012.

善意谎言

2012-01-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

你生命中, 会不会有一些人, 因为曾经很靠近, 所以关系渐远 .

我记得在陶喆的 [ 太平盛世 ] 里, 我最喜欢的歌, 不是 '爱我还是他', 而是 '无缘' . 他说 , 错在那些该做的一直没有做 , 该说的没有说 . 最近蛮喜欢林俊杰的 '学不会' , 他说 , 总是学不会再聪明一点 , 记得自我保护 , 必要时候讲些善意谎言 .

有时候 , 两个人之间的关系就是这样奇怪吧 . 有人形容它就像放风筝 , 拉的太松太难控制 , 拉的太紧就会断线 . 然后大家都在思考是谁的错 , 其实没有人对错 , 只是这世界都习惯了评判 . 每次这些事情发生的时候 , 我也会在想 , 到底什么出了错 . 总归了一点 , people comes , people goes . 如果结局都是一样 , 会不会保持安全距离才不会跌的失望 , 还是只在乎曾经拥有就好 . 我也不懂从何选择 .

毕竟 , 谎言 , 是个脓疱 , 也是个解药吧 .

必要时候 , 也许应该提醒自己 , 是时候 ... 说再见 . 我们终将学会 .

Me,

January 25 , 2012 .

Au Revoir .

2012-01-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Having a quite occupied life recently.

Having a good time travelling and working.

Clear some parts of my Le Vitrine.

Yet, still out of season.

Hopefully will get the photos of travel by tomorrow.

Bonne Nuit. Au Revoir.

Me,

January 17, 2012.

不闹。

2012-01-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

揭开包覆着现实的纱布 , 我慌了 . 不知所措 .

我并不是不知道 , 只是一直幻想着想要的答案 , 一直自我催眠编织美好假象的纱布覆盖着会让我受伤的真相 . 至少 , 得到短暂的安慰也好 .

我是鸵鸟 .

我也不是不知道 , 就算是做梦 , 也会有醒来的一天 . 纵使知道不该奢望 , 但也不想醒得太早 . 但 , 醒来的时候 , 就不要赖床了 .

痛就心甘情愿的痛吧 !

我要放声的唱 , 放心的哭 , 放开的奔跑 .

还要开心的笑 , 自由的想念和遗忘 .

突然觉得那些会去爱一个人的人敢去爱一个人的人
都是很勇敢的人
如果早知道会痛彻心扉的伤伤心欲绝的痛
谁还敢去爱掏出真心交换

谁都可能幸福谁都可能受伤

Me,

January 9, 2012.

2012/01/01

2012-01-03T20:53:00.009+08:00

新的一年虽然还是一样 , 路好不好走 , 也需要继续一个人去作战 , 但是 , 我觉得我可以走得更远了 ,

无论你在我身边与否 .

朋友传来简讯祝福我和你要幸福 , 我还在想 , 到底有没有属于我和你的幸福 ?

如果有 , 那是什么样子呢 ?

我想我看到的 ,

是当你看着我欲言又止时 , 我就已经慢慢的向你走去 ;

是惯性的陪伴 , 是舒服的倾述和聆听 , 总是在分享和分担 ;

是你伸出手 , 给我的手一个温暖的依靠的空间 , 此刻的我 , 如释重担的感到舒服 ;

是你的笑容 , 所以我也笑了 ;

是你叫我的匿名 , 是在你眼里看见我的存在 . . .

学会明白事理 , 其实会让自己过的比较幸福快乐 .

"You don't need strength to let go of something . What you really need is understanding . " -Guy Finley.

Me,

January 4, 2012.

不想睡

2011-12-31T02:07:00.003+08:00

今天 , 2011年的最后一天 .

我并不想睡 .

凡事都有过去的一天 , 比如说 , 如果有一天 , 我选择了离开喜欢你的这一座城堡 , 更比如说 , 如果有这么一天 , 我选择安静的离开为了自己的梦想 , 就比如说 , 有这样的一天 , 我不再待在你的左右 , 听你诉苦 , 陪你疯狂 , 跟你一起三八大笑 , 也许有这样的一天 ... 但是这一刻的我已经难过的泪流满面 .

原谅我 , 也是一个爱哭的人 , 所以 , 这一天来临时 , 请不要陪我到最后一刻 .

今天踏进了2011年的最后一天 .
我舍不得睡 .

并没有特意选择这样的一个深夜独自胡思乱想的闹情绪 . 只是想到如果 , 如果明天新的开始会是那一天 , 我就仅剩不到一天的时间可以好好喜欢你 , 好好的想你 . 我舍不得闭上眼休息 , 舍不得浪费时间 . 所以 , 想着想着 , 就不想睡了 . 好用这一刻记得你 .

一开始也应该知道结果 , 可是就是不知不觉的 , 不知不觉的 , 有一天突然好想你 .

今天是2011年的最后一天 .

我还没有睡 .

深夜了 , 还在想着很多事情 , 想着想着 , 就不用睡了 . 这是一种坏习惯 .

这样下去的结果 , 就是等待那一天的来临 . 我 , ... , 也不懂那天在多远的未来 . 可是 , 说好不要在你面前哭 .

Me,

December 31 , 2011.

Poisoned.

2011-12-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

Missing is a poison, and I am kinda addicted to it.

Me,

December 28, 2011.

信仰

2011-12-27T00:22:00.008+08:00

我以为我已经完全迷失了自己 , 快被自我怀疑击败 . 我有点累了 , 一静下来 , 没休息够 , 我就要启程了 . 这就是 , 我和我的人生 .

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost [The road not taken] .

我一直很喜欢这首诗 . 因为 , 它对于我 , 具有特别的意义 . 我作了影响我人生的选择 , 天知道 , 我需要的勇气有多大 , 我需要多坚强才可以维护我的信仰和梦想 . 而对于这件事 , 我对于人前一直一副很泰然的样子 , 但在人后 , 我不是没有脆弱过 , 但还是坚持选择一路走下去 , 选择了挑战自己 , 这就是 , 我和我的人生 .

没有人懂我的执着 , 我眼里所看到的向往 , 我沉默不因为我闹情绪 .

而我不懂我会不会因为这一份执着失去更多 , 我是否够坚强走到我眼里的理想 , 而现实是 , 不是每一个人都可以认同属于另类的我 . 我不是一个容易被了解的人 , 也许在有些人的眼里我是一道阳光 , 而也有人把我批评的一文不值 . 但他们的认同或不认同都一一的让我更懂我自己 , 我的方向 , 这就是 , 我和我的人生 .

别说我是偏执狂 , 我只是在追求我的理想 , 活得更有向往 , 拥有我自己的信仰和坚持 , 享受为自己的理想昂首飞翔 . 也许是为了自我感觉良好吧 , 哈哈 . 这个圣诞节里 , 是很好的出发点 , 重点不是因为我怎么过这个圣诞 , 而是某些人 , 某些事让我体会我不明白 , 和被遗忘的事情 .

我不管我倔強.

Me,

December 27, 2011 .

A.M. P.M.

2011-12-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

A.M. P.M.

Me,

December 16, 2011 .

因为 , 我每天都在出发 .

2011-12-15T22:20:00.004+08:00

最近想了好多东西 , 也做了一些决定 .

我好累哦 .

但是 ... 我停不下来 , 也不想停下来 , 因为我要做的事情 , 实在太多了 . 这个 , 就是我了 , 不想停下来的人 , 迫不及待要长大的人 , 总是非常 , 很occupied的人 . 我总是很任性的往自己的目的地出发 , 很固执的旅人 , 从不会控制自己的脚步快慢 , 也不理会身边的人怎么想 , 有时候走快了 , 错过了时机 , 有时候走慢了, 又让他们失望了 . 我 , 是很难安定下来的人 , 甚至自己也不懂为什么 . 我常在想 , 是我错了吗? 后来也觉得好像 , 那些一直错过的人 , 也许都不是对的人吧 . 很多事情就是这样 , 让时间细细琢磨后 , 仿佛就很容易接受的多了 , 包括那些好的不好的 .

今天 , 这里下雨了 , 我走着走着在想 , 我 ... 喜欢你什么 ? 不自觉的笑了 , 这个问题 , 很难回答 , 我甚至不知道 , 我是不是真的那么喜欢你 . 有人说 , 很多东西要勇敢的说出来 , 不说出来它就好似不存在的东西 . 所以 , 因为我不敢告诉你 , 我喜欢你 , 然后那感觉就变得不这么真实了吗? 那 ... 我仔细的想想 , 我 ... 喜欢你.. 够三八 , 哈哈哈哈~~~ 喜欢你够细心体贴 , 够成熟 , 还有 ... 喜欢那天你很自在的握我的手 , 虽然我知道那并不代表什么 , 因为 , 我们只是好朋友 , 只是霎那间 , 我好喜欢被握着的感觉 . 我也是一个很[感觉]的人吧 , 既然都喜欢了 , 就顺其自然吧 , 我会很高兴有你这一段插曲 .

半杯牛奶+功课 , 最近忙着排这几个月的时间自修 , 想念的书如山一堆 , 不过还蛮充实的 .

一天24小时真不够用 .

我觉得时间 , 是一个很棒的艺术家 , 把很多人生的画面 , 修饰的好美丽 .

Me,

December 15 , 2011 .

美丽的插曲.

2011-12-15T03:44:00.004+08:00

萧亚轩之前有一首歌 , [美丽的插曲] .

见到你 , 我总算放下心了 . 但是 , 这颗心 , 因为明白了自己从来不曾是一首插曲 , 似乎又失魂落魄了. 颓废 , 也美丽 .

那些因为爱而快乐 , 伤心 , 兴奋 , 落寞的, 都有一种美丽 . 也许你永远绘不出我的美丽 , 因为你从未爱过我 ; 而如果你看见了我的画 , 你会感叹你的一切都那么美丽 , 因为我是那么的爱你 .

Me,

December 15, 2011.

有可能 , 不爱你吗?

2011-12-13T23:56:00.004+08:00

今天看到一个朋友 , 在fb放: If you love someone , be brave to tell them , otherwise , be brave enough to watch them be loved by someone else.

最近在看一部台湾连续剧 , 一向不喜欢台湾连续剧的 , 不过 , 这一套还蛮好看的 .

一开始 , 是被它的名字吸引了 [我可能不会爱你] . 看着看着 , 突然我认同了 , 我想 , 我真的可能不会爱你 . 我也可以 , 很努力的不去爱你 , 绕过 [改变] , 继续我们现在的样子 .

这样或许也好吧 , 我多少了解你的 , 任性加什么都凭感觉的你 , 而我在你的世界里 , 只是一个或有或无的朋友 . 对不起 , 是我一直 , 没有勇气过问 , 却又同时也没经你的同意 , 用我的方式解读着你 . 或许 , 是我没有这个勇气问 , 更没有勇气去听你的答案 . 虽然说这时代日新月异 , 但是 , 我们无法否认 , 大部分人还是害怕改变的 . 另一方面 , 我多少了解自己 , 总是一个让人失望的人 , 这始终都一直让我耿耿于怀吧 , 即使过了这么久了 , 即使经过了这么多的解释 , 那的确有点伤人 .

人 , 总是这样 . 在心里憧憬美好 , 但在门前踱步 , 最难的那一关 , 就是鼓起勇气伸手转那个门把 , 打开那扇通往答案的门 . 我们 , 这一生 , 都用了很多时间 , 在踱步 , 在徘徊思考假想憧憬害怕考虑 . 而明明解开的霎那 , 就是相对短暂的时间 . 我们 , 都是这样 , 是吧 ?

它叫新世界, the world. 取名自tarot的其中一个牌 . 是前天买下的新笔记本.

憧憬 : 如果 , 有一天 , 门打开了 , 我们面对面看着 . 可不可以 , 紧紧握着我的手 , 因为我很想念 , 被你牵着的感觉 .

踱步 : 我想 , 真的有点困难 . 要努力不爱一个人和努力去爱一个人 , 同时都会有困难 . 每个人都因为向往幸福 , 都努力的弯腰寻找幸福的玻璃球的碎片 , 其实 , 每个人都会属于自己的幸福的 .

Me,

December 14, 2011 .

12月12号

2011-12-12T23:52:00.004+08:00

12月12号 .

这天像是老天爷跟我开了一个玩笑 .

撒了一个没有退路的慌 .

我 ... 知道这样是幼稚的 , 无知的 . 谁不知道撒一个慌 , 需要用更多的慌来支持着 .

我想 , 我真的疯了吧 .

我今天一个人坐在人来人往的购物中心里发呆 , 那一刻 , 我真的不知道自己对了 , 还是错了 . 是该继续 , 还是要结束 . 可我就是属于固执的那一类 , 也许也有少少不甘心吧 . 结果还是把礼物买了 . 怦然心动 , 是俗话的'鬼遮眼' , 看不见是非 , 辨不出真假 , 但蒙上的眼睛之后 , 就很坦然的面对自己的感觉 . 茫然失措 , 裸露的恐惧 , 我想 , 这些感觉当在正视镜子里的自己时 , 就会跟着自己的映像出现吧 . 我看到 , 我自己了 . 也许这些年长大了 , 哭过笑过的眼睛 , 可以开始好好的接受一切好坏 . 看清楚了 , 不会太天马行空 , 虽然 , 我还是很固执 . 但老实说 , 有没有过开始都好 , 我还蛮高兴自己得到了一个答案 .

呼... 好讨厌 , 说谎的感觉 .

结果就这样一发不可收拾 . 谎话 , 本来就是包装美丽的花束 , 没有实根的花 , 只能支撑到品赏的期限 , 却终将枯萎 .

收到朋友的祝福 , 我笑了 . 这场恶作剧 , 实在 ... 可恶 . 为了拒绝另一个人的好意 , 搞到这么大 . 知情的朋友们 , 都笑说干脆真的去找一个真的男朋友好了 , 那就不用撒谎 , 哈哈哈 ... 那 , 请问我是要去种花哦 ? 哈哈哈 , 都这种时候了 , 我还可以笑出来 , 我哎~~

我的老朋友赠了一句: 天作孽猷可恕 , 自作孽不可活 .

问题是 : 如果世界上只留下你和另一个人 , 你会选爱你的人 , 还是你爱的人 ?

答案是 , 我爱的人 , 无论他爱不爱我 , 想不想我 . 也许 , 付出 , 本来就是一种幸福 .

Me,

November 13 , 2011 .

Expiring Date of Desire ...

2011-11-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

他说, 人是犯贱的, 明知道会痛, 却还要选择走这条路.

我想, 是啊, 而且一而再的重蹈覆辙, 也许, 我们也乐在其中吧.

一切只是一种过程, 重要的就是走过这样的过程, 而无论结局是什么, 还是要学会释然. 人生的结局, 在我懂事以来已经预知了, 只是, 我不知道人生的过程, 会有怎样的际遇. 不久之后, 才明白了, 人生就是一种过程.

我不确定预知这样东西, 但是偶尔猜测和推论也是可以描绘出我们对未来的想象中的答案. 我明明也猜测到结局, 但还是控制不了心里在期待着想象中的美好. 矛盾的一边在期待幻想中, 一边在唤醒自己要清楚知道后果会有什么. 欲望像是童话中的恶魔, 使用着魔法绘出各种糖果屋的幻想, 正因为知道我们想听到, 想看到的, 所以很准确的制造让人向往的答案, 左右人的思想. 每个人的心里, 都有这个恶魔. 面对一个自己想听到的答案, 和一个自己不想听到的答案中挣扎, 是蛮左右为难的事. 像我对一些理论, 从来都分不清对错. Life is just a dream, 那究竟生活是一场梦, 还是醒着才是真正的生活呢?

尽管如此, 我今天还是很快乐的, 而这份大大的快乐, 来自小小的知足. 也让我知道了, 有时候, 人生最大的快乐, 就是知足. 我不懂有一天, 我会不会变的被欲望蒙蔽, 会不会变的自私, 变的贪心不再满足. 但是在这一刻, 我仍然感激, 珍惜现在拥有的一切, 甚至感动得好想哭, 我想这一份感动没有人可以明白, 甚至有人会认为我疯了, 可能我也会认为自己真的傻了.

我希望, 这份感动, 没有截止日期.

Me,

November 28, 2011.

this might be nothing but a dream...

2011-11-23T22:31:00.003+08:00

"Yet mark'd I where the bolt of Cupid fell:

It fell upon a little western flower, -

Before milk-white, now purple with love's wound, -

And maidens call it love-in-idleness.

Fetch me that flower, the herb I showed thee once:

The juice of it on sleeping eyelids laid

Will make or man or woman madly dote

Upon the next live creature that it sees."

-Shakespeare's [A midsummer night's dream].

This is my favourite piece from William Shakespeare. In a woodland, and in the realm of Fairyland, under the light of moon, where a ridiculous love comedy was set. Oberon order Puck to help him apply a magical juice from a flower called "love-in-idleness", which applied to a person's eyelids while sleeping makes the victim fall in love with the first living thing upon awakening. And the mischief begins.

At the end, Puck says this might be nothing but a dream.

I wonder the existence of love-in-idleness. Is there a reason that make people madly dote?

If it is so, who is the one in that person you are in love with? Who is the one you sees in that person, or you understand in that person which attractive enough for you and it's different with others?

Good Night. Sweet dream, to the whole world.

Me,

November 24, 2011.

Lovely Quote made the day :)

2011-11-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

Saw a quote today, 'Do you believe love at the first sight or should I walk by again?'

Hahaha, then I laughed, silly. It's lovely.

It's ridiculous, to find people are ridiculous.

Yes, I wish you will walk by again. Haha.

Me,

November 23, 2011.

The ED: version, One Day, and Me.

2011-11-20T21:20:00.003+08:00

Twenties years, two people.

Just finished this movie this afternoon, [One Day], from the novel by David Nicholls. July 15, 1988 - Dexter and Emma begin a lifetime friendship after their college graduation and a night spending together. For the next two decades, twenties July 15ths, together and apart, their lives take different directions, meet different people. Somewhere along their journey, they realize that what they are searching and hoping for has been there for them all along.

Starring by Anne Hathaway and Jim Sturgess.

Have you found what you have been searching for in all this while?

Hold tight.

Love made loneliness lasting like forever, by Soda Green. Yea, either love or loved, had magnify the loneliness, and lonely is because of love or loved.

Neither do I, I don't remember both. And therefore, I am not lonely, look closely in my eyes, and you'll found me, I am not lonely, I am just empty. I only exist, when you hold me tight, when you sees me through the eyes and I know you sees something in me, and, when you think of me in one of those days, I smiled. This is me, even I start talking, it still, never seems to completely empty what's in my head and heart. But, I am just a swallow and simple person.

How could it be?

Me,

November 21, 2011.

完美

2011-11-19T21:50:00.005+08:00

苏打绿 - 幸福额度

作词：吴青峰作曲：吴青峰

Listen 你现在的感情从何选择

看天气的脸色还是体温

幸福不会是牛顿一颗苹果成学问

所以得不到那个人是否该恨

Listen 你现在的人生要什么呢

出门要豪华车或随缘分

幸福或许是诸葛三顾也不见得成

所以达不到你要的是否该扔

又或者永远是不可能满分

You say why 爱让寂寞像永恒

And why 爱像过客不闻不问

Oh why 爱似乎总不贴近灵魂

Listen 回忆里的气氛是热是冷

孤芳得像天鹅还是风筝

或许就像哥伦布错误点起万盏灯

所以是不是还想要再试再撑

又或者因为曾有的疼沉沦

You say why 爱让寂寞像永恒

And why 爱像过客不闻不问

Oh why 爱似乎总不贴近灵魂

怎么能怎么能

相聚分离光影凉了又温

想起忘记眼泪浅了又深

凡美丽总像是流水逝去不会转过身

雨水却在不知名的清晨纷纷

You say why Oh 寂寞像永恒

And why 像过客不闻不问

Oh why 爱不贴近灵魂

I say why 爱让你充满疑问

And why 爱总让你一点不剩

Oh why why 爱只需建立在一个吻

怎么能怎么能怎么能

怎么能

我觉得幸福就是不因为去追求过多的幸福而感到不幸福

青峰的声线近乎完美 .

把这首歌刻画的 , 近乎完美 . 听了, 我轻轻的扬起嘴角 , 笑了 . 兜兜转转在感情 , 人生 , 事业 , 将来 .

谁真的懂了?

我不懂 , 只是肤浅的追求 . 所以我说 , 我一直想做一个肤浅的人 .

我反思 , 如果凡事都有轨迹 , 都有来去 , 那我的思念何去何从了 ?
why , 爱 , 从何选择 ?

那么你呢 ? 等的人 , 到了吗 ?

why, 得不到 , 该不该去恨 ?

他们说 , 随缘分 .

很多人都因曾有的疼沉沦 .

没有人明白爱情不会有满分 .

盲目的忙碌 , 盲目的兜转 , 盲目的追求 , 盲目的思念 , 盲目的等待 , 盲目的爱恨 , 盲目的沉沦 ,

盲目的筑梦.

是的 , 很盲目 . 但是 , 可不可以就这样继续天真的盲目的下去 ?

Me,

20 November, 2011.

the Apple

2011-11-17T20:26:00.004+08:00

Everyone is talking about the apple.

Yea, either it be Steve Jobs or the movie [You are the apple of my eyes]. Haha, which is yours?

Went for the movie last weekend, yea, it's nice, I even cried in the end, uncontrollably.

One thing that making me feel a little weird... not weird, but little amazing... or I don't know, but the important thing is... I went for the movie with my first love. Haha, hmm~ well, that was some time ago.

Last night, I was insomnia then I suddenly craving for a song - 小情歌 by 苏打绿 soda green.

I have been wondering, about myself, about the YOU. There was lot of rumors, is lot of rumors, will be lot of rumors... anyway, rumors flying over everywhere, sleepless city. Those true or the other way round, let it be. Well, it's never easy to guess. Even myself, I would never know, how YOU says to me.

And, I still wondering, whether missing can be controlled.

Me,

November 17, 2011.

You

2011-11-13T01:01:00.007+08:00

Started with silent.

My heart beats, in silent.

Missing overruns, in silent.

And therefore, I pray, in silent.

I wish, you are the sun.

With serene weather.

Only Heaven knows, I had completely lost it.

And only the Stars knows, how I cried silently in the late night.

Day after day.

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

Me,

14 November 2011.

With Me :)

2011-11-08T19:26:00.003+08:00

Without planning , unintentionally ,

Falling into contradiction .

Facing the blank with silent , yet , loquacity .

With a little bit of joyful and feeling a little bit of lose .

Spent a weekend at Subang and BP. Where I used to be.

Actually I really love the feeling to work together with my friends, with so much fun, understanding each other well...anyway, I am glad that we can still hanging out together , like we always did :)

With Me :).

Me,

November 8, 2011.

一日假日, 一日宅女.

2011-11-06T14:48:00.004+08:00

一觉睡到自然醒过来.

睁开眼睛, 看见透过窗帘的阳光.

突然发现自己活在这个时代, 然后再想想自己的人生.

我总是一个不容易停下休息的火车吧.

人生就是不停的奋斗. 但总要努力先找出自己的路轨.

这个世界也是一样吧, 大家都在时针分针秒针里面赛跑. 追求什么. 在意什么.

昨天打算工作半日后去Mid Valley逛逛, 刚好Annie (就是我上司), 说要去 Mid Valley 一起吃午餐. 我当然说好~ 哈哈. 原本要去Sushi Zenmai 的, 不过排长队, 我们就去[美味园] (Homemade Fish Head Noodle). 我没点招牌鱼头米, 反而点了fried chicken tou fu rice with chef special sauce. 还蛮好吃的, 不过这一盘就RM 10.20, 感觉贵了点. 饮料自然是我的至爱: 腐竹薏米白果, RM 3.50.

之前妈咪一直叫我买好点的护肤品, 她说看电视一直说SK II, 叫我试看. 昨天终于去买了. 一套SK II Pitera Essence Set, RM 199.00. 还有一个红色的盒子, 很美. 希望这产品适合我的皮肤咯.

哈哈, 难得今天不用做工, 睡到饱, 喝杯咖啡, 再打打部落, 真好.

看到有人叫facebook分享结婚的短片, 心里觉得好羡慕, 有点期待自己的婚礼. 现在没有想要拍拖的念头, 应该是因为还没有遇见命运的惊叹吧. 我相信在这个胡闹的世界上, 有个人等着遇见我. 然后不管这是什么年代, 置身事外的去爱一场.

命运的惊叹, 就是... ! 这样咯.哈哈.

Me,

November 6, 2011.

Indonesia Food: Brisik, Jaya One

2011-11-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

This post is totally 'fresh'. Haha, which means I just back from gals gathering at Jaya One, and straight away post it.

It's been 2 years since last met with my uni course mates, and finally have a chance to gather up again, we chat like non stop...haha, sincerely, that's great :). Actually, I do feel guilty, after graduation I never actually contact them or catch up with them, my bad... but luckily friendship never fade away easily :) cheers!

Oh yea..we had our gathering at Brisik, Jaya One. It's an Indonesia Food Restaurant, but .... seems not really Indonesia, just more like ... a mixing of Nan Yang style. However, the foods are nice. I ordered Cream Sauce Pasta, which is recommended by the waitress, and it is really nice!

My friend's tum yum soup:

My phone run out of battery, so I din manage to take more photos... so ..that's all.

Check out this place: M2-1, Palm Square, Jaya One, No. 72-A, Jalan Universiti, 46200 Petaling Jaya.

We talk lots of things regarding relationship, suddenly, I feel like it's hard to meet someone that can together make up a perfect couple. Maybe I should just give up my silly thought ... and whatever, just empty the place, be resolute, absolutely, completely.... at least for now, till I found someone I want to hug him tight and kiss him and love him like forever.

I guess that's the connection I always wanted.

Be me.

Me,

November 4, 2011.

Melacca Nyonya Food Crave: The Tranquerah.

2011-11-02T22:16:00.004+08:00

Last two weeks ago my manager brought me and my colleague to her friend's restaurant, The Tranquerah. It is a Melacca Nyonya food restaurant, located at Damansara, Red Carpet Avenue. Truly, the restaurant is awesome! Not to mention the food served there, huiyo ~ yummy! I had two bowls of rice that night!

Besides, the decoration there is quite unique, yet, comfortable. It is nice place for dining :)

Thanks to my manager for the meal ~~ yeah~~~ *happy*!

Strongly recommended! Five star *****

Ta-Da~~here goes the photos! but I was too concentrated in eating, therefore I forget the name of cuisine... :P

Check out this place @ 62A-G, Red Carpet Avenue, Encorp Strand, Jalan PJU 5/22, Kota Damansara, 47810 Petaling Jaya. Facebook: The Tranquerah.

An empty seat.

Me,

November 2, 2011.

Tong Shui Crave: KTZ Food, 记得食.

2011-11-01T21:55:00.006+08:00

Kepong Kei Tak Sei is quite a famous and popular place for nice Tong Shui and delicious Dim Sum. I went there with LT, Potato and Janet few weeks ago...Yum Yummy~!

We reached there around 10 something, the Tong Shui almost sold out, so we ordered Fruit Ice - Mango Ice, Honey Drew Ice and Kiwi Ice in the second pic .

I ordered Honey Drew Ice but I think Mango Ice is the best, and later I was kinda regret for ordering icy cold dessert coz it winded and rained heavily when we were enjoying our food, LOL, and I was actually shivering while eating my Honey Drew Ice...T.T...poor thing.

I kinda hand it to LT and Potato, they ordered a second bowl of ice dessert- Red Bean Ice (third pic) , after finish their Mango Ice...Salute! LOL...in such a cold cold weather...I surrender.

We also ordered few dishes of Dim Sum, personally, strong recommended - Sticky Rice and Siew Kow. Then we ordered SeaweedRroll, Crab Roll, Loh Mai Kai, Crab Meat Toufu and Fish Fillet. Others are quite nice too, but I like sticky rice and siew kow the most, yummmm! :)

I think this place has nice food, however, the price ... kinda expensive, our bill for all the above: RM 52.80. Hmmm, but it's worth to try lah.... :)

Find out this place: KTZ Food. 66, Jalan 7, Kepong Baru, 52100 KL.

Up a tree.

Me,

November 1, 2011.

Japan crave - Sushi Zanmai, One Utama.

2011-10-31T22:59:00.003+08:00

I'm not a very big fans of Japanese food, but everyone knows, I'm a tham jiak person~I never missed nice food~~~hahaha.

There is always a long queue at Sushi Zanmai, One Utama. So, we and my friends went join the 'fun' there, again, that was weeks ago...We actually arrived earlier, so, we did not spend much time in the queue.

Ta-Da~~~Sushi, one of the classic Japanese cuisine, a handful of cooked rice, served with other ingredient (raw fish, fish eggs, fried toufu (inari), egg, grilled eel and etc etc..) and wrapped with dried seaweed.

My favourite Japanese cuisine - unagi, grilled Japanese eel (usually freshwater eel). But, honestly, I did not enjoy my unagi rice that day, because lots of tiny fish bones inside -_-.....spoil mood lur...sienz.

Lastly, my friends ordered this green tea ice cream, but I didn't get to try this, I think this can be bought in Japanese market too, maybe I should try this out other day.

Based on this visit, I don't think I will rate this place as 'preference' ... as..I don't like the unagi here... :( but that's personally.

My heart is empty, yet, occupied.

Me,

October 31, 2011. Happy Halloween.

这些年.

2011-10-28T22:40:00.004+08:00

很喜欢胡夏 [那些年].

让我回想很多最初的起点, 总是最美丽的, 然后人生的片段像一段的连环拍, 那些停格的画面, 一张一张的浮现出来. 有那些年的我, 那些年的你, 那些年的朋友, 那夏天的微风, 那秋天的大树, 还有黄色的落叶. 那些感觉.

不管是幼稚, 是最纯真的开心, 还是苦涩的, 还是寂寞的想念. 已经过去了, 好遥远. 而今天我站在这里再回头看, 心里只有怀念.

我记得, 我曾经那么的喜欢你. 好像用尽心里所有的勇气一样, 那么的喜欢, 那么的想你. 后来的我们, 告白, 拍拖, 牵手, 吵架, 纪念, 拥抱, 亲吻, 冷战, 分手. 我们笑了, 也哭了, 错过的爱情.

不知道几时开始我们学会了很多事实不会如想象一样美, 可是还是不停的有想象, 有期待. 这样, 叫乐观吗?

不过, 也忘了几时开始, 我已经迷失了, 不再有那种勇气, 也不再像以前的爱了. 玮说, 喜欢是因为想在一起, 因为想在一起所以喜欢. 很简明, 很直接, 而我现在也赞同他这一点. 身边的人不缺, 不管是别人口中的绯闻, 还是彼此都知道却没有说出口的感觉, 还是只是朋友而已的朋友, 还是正在公开的追求, 我一直都不知道自己的心里是怎么想. 哈哈, ... 好像完全停滞不前. 似乎是在等待一次, 一次真的天长地久, 一次真正的幸福.

嗯, 幸福的路, 总需要经过煎熬, 坚持, 等待吧.

Me,

October 28, 2011.

Ipoh - Trip ended with Sunshine.

2011-10-26T00:26:00.003+08:00

Continue with my Ipoh trip...which I should be posting it a month ago...aiks! Hmmm...now can see how busy I am~haha...

Owkay, the time I went Ipoh was the birthday of Jiu Wang Ye. So I went to join the festivity at Tou Mu Gong.

Shun Shun Li Li, Huat arrrrrR! hahaha~

Finding fresh made Nyonya Kuih? My friend recommended this shop to me, quite a unique shop, selling a variety kind of Nyonya Kuih, yum~~taste good too^^ Regretfully I went there with a full stomach...I always have a thing to Nyonya food, so I definitely will visit it next time to try out more Nyonya Kuih~ (and note: Wei Wei, there got sell SnowBall! quite nice :D)

Visited a nice place lastly, Gua Kek Look Tong (极乐洞). It's a beautiful place with a nice garden behind the cave, and there are a lot of statuette, interesting.

Trip Ended with Sunshine :)

Ipoh - Others

2011-10-07T18:50:00.005+08:00

Sorrrrrry~I was so busy and din get to finish the Ipoh foods till now.

owkay, actually...I forget what I wanna say dy...hmm..well, just post the photos took during my trip to Ipoh.

Ho Hei-According to my mum's business friend, this shop started with a small stall at shop lots corridor, and till now, they have their own kopitiam. So, there's some history behind this name-Ho Hei.

Seems normal, but the soup taste good.

Yea...something like Yong Tou Fu. Hm...but I don't remember what's the name of the shop...opps!

Tong Shui Gai - Heard about this name since I was working in Ipoh, but never get the chance to go there...My friend brought me there when I visited to Ipoh, ^^ yeah~~ I like the mixed fruit ice! with a scoop of ice-cream on it, simply nice :)

Lastly, went to DAORAE at De Garden. It's a korean restaurant, thanks Endo for the treat! Haha, really enjoyed the trip to Ipoh :)

Ipoh - Dim Sum Part

2011-10-02T01:50:00.007+08:00

Went Ipoh 3 days for accompany my family and visit my buddies. Again, it's on a whim, with no planning, but it's a nice short trip before I begin my new life :) Lucky me.

And, of cause, not to forget to belly-worship, Ipoh is famous for nice foods !

Went Fook San for dim sum again. It reminds me of the previous trip to Ipoh with my buddies, it was fun and memorable one, I never forget everyone smiles and shines like the sun of that day. Some memories are beautiful.

I like this photo so much, taken on March 2011. With Man Lui, Eng Lee Fish, Janet, Clarice and Wei Wei. :) I miss the moments we spent together, let's do something like that again~!

Fried Lo Bak Gou, nice~ Taste like Kuching's Char Kuih. Must try!

A new dish tried this time. Chispy Chicken Foss Roll, with peanuts and cucumber, wrapped with thin layer. Not bad :)

My favourite - Egg Tart.

Ta-Da~~yum yum~drooling right? hahaha~

Well, I also went the dim sum shop opposite Fook San on the other day, called Ming Ge Dim Sum. Actually I was told Ming Ge is nicer. Well, both of the dim sum are very nice~Worth to spend a precious beginning of the day over here, with nice dim sum as breakfast ~.

The Egg Tart at Ming Ge also very nice~

Seriously, nice Fried Yam (Wu Kok) I ever eat! Yum Yum Yum~~~~ Must try~~!

Ta-Da~~~ filled with dim sum-sssss~~~ :D

Wahaha...non-stop eating at Ipoh...gonna work hard bit on keep fit ... :P

Been bit emo on last post, anyway, I guess I gonna pack the negative thinking, keep everything on track. A new me again. By the way, I will start a new work next Monday, as well as my buddy, new job, new environment, new people, new boss, all the best to both of us! Cheers! :)

And oh yea, Happy Birthday Hu :)

Wondering, if missing can be controlled.

Me,

October 2, 2011.

我真的,很傻.

2011-09-18T21:23:00.004+08:00

倔强.

倔强的把自己的倔强隐藏的很好, 把眼泪收好. 一直到我终于开口承认我害怕踏出一步, 心里明明很难过, 却还要装作无所谓的说. 别人都说幸福在不远处, 我想相信的, 可是我的心却不知放到哪里去了. 明知道只要伸手去就可以去接受别人给的幸福, 我却要出走, 要奋不顾身的, 为找一个真正属于自己的幸福, 是犯贱还是天真? 我还是没有找到, 也没等到.

并非真的那么坚强, 我也为了同一件事偷偷的哭花了眼好几回, 甚至痛哭到忘了自己. 最后忘了大部分那些回忆, 可是痛彻心扉的感觉依然可以感觉得到, 偶尔不知不觉的掉了眼泪, 也不知道为了什么, 只感觉到心在痛. 越靠近内心, 越多伪装, 我也不知道我在害怕什么. 我真的以为那些过去会把自己训练成钢铁般的人, 但是有一块地方却永远都是下雨的世界. 我想, 这一块下雨的土地也许会有天晴的一天吧, 因为我还在等一个人, 全心全意的去爱他, 没有止境的付出真心. 天真, 可是我很认真, 所以我很认真的等. 等一个我爱的人, 同时, 他也爱我.

真的很傻.

Me,

September 19, 2011.

Pommes Frites. and Some Others

2011-09-18T02:25:00.007+08:00

Morning~ simple reception for Koh from Ipoh, therefore, sure went for makan coz we are tham jiak gang! Went K3K for breakfast, a restaurant at SS 15 which I always go for dinner with my ex-colleagues, but this was the first time I went for breakfast~ Hmm...usually I will have coffee every morning, but, the coffee there really not my cup of coffee :( others ... so so only.

Had a great lunch at Pommes Frites Bistro@ Sunway Pyramid Asia Avenue. Never try this bistro before though I went Pyramid for N times. Yesterday I read some reviews through the net and I decide to take Koh to this bistro for lunch, nice try! The pastas were tasty and big portion!

Pommes Frites are quite famous for their Belgian Fries too, with a variety choice of sauces~Hmm, not bad ~

Hmm~seafood olive oil pasta with white wine. Personally, I prefer fried pasta or olive oil pasta than tomato or cream pasta. So, I really enjoy my lunch today! Yummy! There are lots of pastas so... I think you might found your own favo at Pommes Frites too ;-)

Anyway, the prices are reasonable, MYR 12-15 for a big plate of delicious pasta, kinda worth right?

By the way, thanks Koh, Ruby and Pearl for the birthday gifts! ^^

爱情太高谁都到不了.

I tried to solve something which is kinda messy, and I thought I solved the problem. I thought. Slowly, I found I solve nothing. It's not his fault, it wasn't mine, who could really judge on people, or, who had or given the authority to judge?

I was once told, love is like a knife with two blades, whenever it cuts the other, you left a cut on yours too. I'm now feeling a deep pain, has he suffered the pain too? I guess I'm just too stupid, and we are all stupids.

TaHi said, 我们都傻.

Yes. I have nothing better to say at a moment like this, a tough moment like this, the Rumors.Lies.Guilty.Truth.Future.Fear.Courage.Confess.Loves. and Us.

Will it ends up happily ever after?

Me,

September 18, 2011.

Happy Birthday !

2011-09-13T12:02:00.004+08:00

ready to go?

Last night was my 24th birthday, and it was mid-autumn festival too. Thanks my buddy accompany me, or else I will have to celebrate alone, poor thing, haha. Today is my buddy's mom's Birthday! Happy Birthday to you~~( I wonder if she will see this...hahaha!)

However I celebrated my birthday in advance with my ex-colleagues on Saturday and with my secondary school buddies on Sunday~! We went to T.G.I.F on Saturday, it was a fun night with them, and this is the first time I shouted on a chair in a restaurant! haha, a memorable night, thanks to Fish Fish, Potato, Er Mo, Pink Panther and Mr TaHi~! :D

Went to Look Out Point again with my secondary school buddies on Sunday, quite cool on that night and I ordered Tom Yam Bee Hoon *slurp*! It's nice to have a bowl of hot spicy soup in a cool weather~! We brought Banana Cheese Cake and Green Tea Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe as our dessert, two weird flavor cheese cake...haha, I think it's acceptable, but I think some of my friends might not like the weird combinations, haha~

Anyway, I will try anything once, cause I only live once~!

Happy birthday to myself, and thanks all the wishes from my beloved family and friends~Cheerful always!

Me,

September 13, 2011.

Logenhaus Roast & Grill

2011-09-10T12:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I was searching through the web for nice place to eat, haha, simply love to eat and share with my friends.

Somehow, I thought of Logenhaus. It's a German style restaurant (halal) located at Taipan USJ. Once went there with my buddy and his mom for dinner, after having a fun day with painting. Well, I read some reviews from others about this restaurant, some said it's good, some were ... really bad. I just gonna write my experience honestly, and I think it's a nice restaurant. Since it's about 5 months ago, so..I tried to recall my memories as many as I could.

There were some wooden plates hanged on the wall, I have no idea what are these for but I like the dining environment, it's like a simple bistro, warm. It's like a place you would love to have a meal with your beloved family and friends, have a toast or have a relaxing chit chat after dinner. Personally, I like western bistro style restaurant.

They served us roasted garlic bread while we were waiting for our food. My buddy recommend me this soda drink, blue is ocean soda, red is mine and it should be... raspberry soda, refreshing :)

The dishes we ordered that night, Grilled Salmon is mine, my buddy ordered Black Pepper Steak, and his mom ordered Roasted Chicken with Gravy. I couldn't remember the name of the dishes, but it's something like that, haha... but I remembered we enjoy the dishes very much. Perhaps I will visit the restaurant again some other day, and I will write another review about it again :).

If you like to try the restaurant, this is the address:

50, Jalan USJ 10/1B,

USJ Taipan Triangle,

47620 UEP Subang Jaya.

Some memories are good.

Me,

September 10, 2011.

Think and Move A Little Bit ... Beyond . Macchiato

2011-09-07T23:15:00.006+08:00

"Life is difficult." Simple and sharp prologue from the book of M.Scott Peck, The Road Less Travelled.

It's hard to deny, yet, I couldn't remember how I come till this far, either it's involuntarily or it's really without striking a blow. It doesn't matter, move beyond what happened in the past, and what left over is today, and tomorrow.

I spend an afternoon stick to the comfortable sofa at Starbucks, read a book which I bought few months ago, Mindpower Secrets. Not to forget, my coffee of the day is Caramel Macchiato. Well, honestly, I never try a Macchiato, turns out it's a nice try for today, and surprisingly suits my day well. So I do my homework after that, Macchiato is made out of espresso with a small amount of milk, different from Latte, which contain lots of milk and a little amount of coffee. Macchiato means 'marked' or 'stained', it was first used to describe the milk stained on top of the espresso, and latter it refer to the foamed milk put on top of the coffee. Besides, there are some differences in the choice of milk, Macchiato Caldo is prepared with hot milk, on the other hand, Macchiato Freddo is prepared with cold milk. I ordered the Macchiato with cold milk and caramel today, perhaps I shall try the one with hot milk during the next visit to Starbucks. :)

In case you never know me nor meet me, I am a huge coffee fans too.

Still hearing to Lonely World by Bryan Greenberg. Suddenly I realize, time and getting busy didn't help one to forget someone or something that he or she needs to forget, it neither could stop one from thinking or missing about it. The someone or something still haunting around it's because of that one is still care about it and couldn't let go of it.

Eventually, it had become a part of everyday, when the sun rises and sun sets. Until a day that one actually, really, completely, let go of it.

I never let go of my feelings actually, at least not now. Somehow, missing, it's like a dying dream, sarcastically, hopeless but wonderful.

Me,

September 8, 2011.

Durian Ice

2011-09-07T00:16:00.004+08:00

After watched one of the episodes of OTH, it got me drowned, into deep thinking. It was about the little performance happened at Karen's Cafe, Jake brought his daughter, Jenny, to his world, and he sang a song.

"Such a lonely boy, couldn't find the joy within, such a lonely girl, such a lonely world we're living in, I watch it all go by, can't find a tear to cry, a tear to cry, a tear to cry."

The song was Lonely World, by Bryan Greenberg.

Do you ever have a voice inside your head, and it is trying to get out loud?

I do.

So then I grab my towelette and keys, wears my sport shoes. I jogged around the neighbourhood I live. It doesn't feel that bad too. The evening sun shines, and there are grasses, meet one or two strangers doing the same I did. I don't know how it works, but it calms me down, from the drowning part.

Trying hard to be the one I want to be.

Durian Ice from 甜品哥哥. I remember it was already months ago since I had it, it taste owkay. Well, I feel the durian ice from perfect ice I had in Wangsa Maju was the best, but then it was a couple years ago, during my uni life. I tried to go back again but failed, it always closed when I go, or it already moved. :( disappointed, cause I am a huge fan of Durian! haha, not all of my friends can accept durians, but I still able to find my soul mates anyway.

A day with .... lots of stuff to get through, guess it's time to say good night and ended it all. Pray for the good ones.

Me,

September 7, 2011.

The Good Ones and There Are The Bad Ones

2011-09-04T22:47:00.009+08:00

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way - in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only."

- Tales of The Two Cities, The Period, by Charles Dickens.

Trust me, all of us have good times, and vice versa too, not all the time, but once awhile there might be some tough moments that we have to get through, having the ups and downs, these, so called life. So do I, and I am not going to deny on it. Bad days visit me sometimes. But at least, I still trying to fill my days as much as possible, feel contented. Try as much as I could not going after negative thinking, nor thinking too much over something. So, anyway, I just keep the secrets. Go to the Next -

Hmm, and finally, got my spectacles, look simple one, but I gonna say, they look good on me! hahaha, sorry if I getting a little bit narcissism.

Went JoJo's noodle house for dinner, I guess it's not quite unfamiliar for some of you, cause it's something like Face to Face noodle shop. Still, both shops have their special noodle styles. I order spicy soup noodle today, kinda spicy for me, phew~

Luckily got Ginko Chestnut Red Dates tong shui to neutralize my stomach. They gave me lots of Gingko tonight :)~I guess I would not go too extreme next time, for my health's sake.

Ta-Da~

I am too young to say I see lots of stories around me. Too conclusive for answering all the questions and doubts come to me. Sometimes, I even get myself lost in the journey.

I hope you will be the first to show up, and hold me tight. Anyway, not gonna happen in the truth, but just let me keep a little hope.

Me,

September 5, 2011.

Healthy . Enriched . Friendship

2011-09-02T01:44:00.006+08:00

Still in holiday mood, went Empire Shopping Gallery to have lunch, with LT, Janet and Sky. LT introduced us to an organic food restaurant, called Organic Goes Chic. My first thought was just another normal fancy-look vegetarian food restaurant in a classy shopping mall, and actually one of the reasons that I don't really like vegetarian food cause I'm kinda...Big Tummy (Carnivora), hahaha...

Owkay, but the menu of the restaurant was the first thing that surprised me. I didn't know that simple vegetables and legume can make so much combinations and dishes! Wow, it's really chic style organic restaurant! We ordered Fried Pasta, Curry Cheese Pasta, Herbal Bak Kut Teh and Tom Yam BeeHoon. Surprisingly, truly, the foods are nice, delicious, healthy and let me feeling refreshing.

Bravo! Star-Star-Star-Star*

In addition, the environment of the restaurant is quite comfortable. They are also selling organic products besides the counter. Hmm....about the price, since it's located in a quite classy shopping mall, so ... I think it's owkay for a healthy and delicious meal. :)

Don't forget to try out their special fruits drinks too! I would recommend Red Dragon Fruit Enzyme with Passion Fruit, it's yummy!

Organic Goes Chic

LG 32, Empire Shopping Gallery,
SS 16/1, Subang Jaya.

Mon - Sun, 10 am - 10 pm.

The menu of the restaurant, the environment.

Tom Yam BeeHoon, Curry Cheese Pasta, Chocolate Mint, Herbal Bak Kut Teh, Fruits Drinks, Fried Pasta.

After having a satisfied yummy lunch, we walk around in the shopping mall, and I was trying to find an optician. Tried lots of spectacles today, one of them attracted me the most - Tiffany & Co., TF 2035 black. My Oh My~~~ it's perfect spectacles for me! So nice and so elegant, totally my dream spectacles! But I didn't get to buy it cause ... it's too costly for me, RM 1050! Gosh... good bye dream spec ... T.T

At last I chose Emporio Armani's, it costs me RM 510 including the lenses, half of a Tiffany & Co.! ~.~

Tiffany & Co., TF 2035 black

Haven't get my spec yet, haha, stay tune for my new look!

Bought 3 books today too, opps ... spend a lot today. Project Management, Event Management and Professional phrase used in office, to enrich my knowledge in management. Wish myself all the best in job hunting! ;-)

End of story? Not yet~we still went for sing k at Neway after these~haha, cause I'm a September Baby (actually Sky also a September baby but they only allow one baby in one room, lols), so free entrance fee! Woo-Yeah~~~ September is such a good month!

Had a nice day with lovely friends today! Thanks guys~~!

If I would make a wish, I hope he is the one with kind-hearted, whole-hearted, caring and appreciate my love. Happily ever after.

Me,

September 2, 2011.

Getting obsessed with Korean?

2011-09-01T00:44:00.008+08:00

Dae Jang Gum Korean Restaurant

Kim Chi soup with rice

small side dishes

Affected by Sky and LT, I started to hear Korean songs, even put them in my blog. After school, G.na, and the most popular girls group - GG. Well, though I cant understand what are they sing, some of them have moving tempo, nice music. Therefore, for food and music, there are no barriers!Cheers* :)

Went to Dae Jang Gum Restaurant (大长今) last night. It's a nice korean restaurant at PJ area. This was the second time I went there for dinner, tried Bim Bim Bap(Stone Rice) last time, so I ordered Kim Chi soup with rice for this time. It's quite owkay for me as the Kim Chi soup is not too spicy, haha, and the price is quite owkay, it cost me RM 18 including tax for a Kim Chi soup with rice. Well, the foods are quite nice, but I think I have tried nice Korean food before .... so .... hmm..anyway, it's a nice korean restaurant to try, it's located at Section 14, Petaling Jaya, above Kemaman Kopitiam.

And I notice there's a coffee shop opposite the korean restaurant, Coffee Ritual, it looks more attractive to me, I saw some coffee products through Le Vitrine of the coffee shop, and the environment of the coffee shop seems nice too, I'm soooo gonna find some time to go try it! :)

Memories.

Me,

September 1, 2011.

So Oik - Broga Hill Part

2011-08-31T00:51:00.005+08:00

Straight heading to Chris's house last night after my last shift in BP. Chris was complaining all the while when we reached cause he waited for us for 2 hours and sacrificed his good dating hours with Uncle Zhou, lols, so funny!

Then we departed from his house after Khoo arrived, around 4 something in the very early morning. Reached broga hill starting point around 5.45am, it was dark, definitely can't see without a torch! We were unprepared, so we bought torch at the stall there, not very expensive so it's owkay. The climbing to the hill top is owkay, not too tough, quite suitable for beginner climbers. What impressed me a lot is the moment I reached the 3/4 of the hill, around 6 something, the scene worth every step during the climbing! It was so .... nice, haha, I'm running out of words to describe how it impressed me, just simple, nice and worthy.

Just ignore about the downhill part. I almost depends on Chris to help me out because of ... acrophobia. So embarrassing! I will try to improve about that. Anyway, Broga Hill is very nice recreative place that I would recommend, if you like natural and outdoors. Haha, in addition, it's a very nice place for photography too! *wink* ; )

I begin to learn at ease whoever, whatever, wherever, whenever, whichever, that comes to me or leaving me, either I care or I never care about.

Me,

August 31, 2011.

So Oik - Farewell Dinner Part, a night to remember

2011-08-30T23:06:00.011+08:00

Really enjoy my days recently. Stay together with my colleagues and friends, laugh together, feels like so relaxing, nothing to worry about.

Had a farewell dinner with LT, Sky, Janet, Chris, Khoo and Wei Wei at Ampang Look Out Point.

Sky brought his DSLR, so we were crazy snapping photos that night. It's been years din go ampang look out point, the view was very clear that night, nice~ but it's kinda hot.

Grilled Lamb Shank, Grilled Chicken Chop, Apple Special and 100 plus Lemon Blue, Grilled Lamb Shoulder with German Sausage, Chicken Maryland, The night view of Kuala Lumpur.

I couldn't recall the name of the restaurant we went on that night, but the food portion was big! I order Grilled Lamb Shank, wow..that was a lot...!

The foods are good, nice atmosphere too, the waiters are quite nice too! And thanks guys for the treat, it's a great night to have you guys around, sharing the happy moments! Thanks! I will treat you guys go somewhere nice for nice food when I get a new job! Yeah *blink* ;P !

I will miss you all :)

I wasn't me if I din get to meet you.

Me,

August 31, 2011.

Baskin Robbins 31 !

2011-08-27T23:36:00.006+08:00

For the first time, walk to SS15 from my company at Shah Alam after work with my colleague. Well, it's not very far, almost 2.8 km. It feel shorter if you have a companion :)

Then we went Baskin Robins for ice-cream~~! as dinner...LoLs! Baskin Robins is now having promotion~31 % discount on handpacked ice-cream! hohoho~hurry up, get your flavor @ BR now, don't miss it!

We chose Rainbow Sherbet and Chocolate Chip Cookies Dough. I think Rainbow Sherbet is one of the most popular choice in BR, it taste like sweet and sour, yum~~and Chocolate Chip Cookies Dough is a bit sweet, not too over.

Then we took our BR to McD, order nuggets and large fries and strawberry milk shake.Ho Ho Ho~walk 2.8km to burn the calories and then end up eating all high calories foods again...LoLs! Anyway, it's a nice night, feel relaxing after eating eating eating, i think that's the most important part, isn't it? Enjoy food, enjoy life :)

Suddenly, missing you tonight.

Me,

August 28, 2011.

Health Check

2011-08-21T21:19:00.006+08:00

Went for a body check up in my company, BP Healthcare, together with my lovely colleagues. It's totally on a whim, we did not plan, not ready, not even fasting, then just go withdraw our blood for health check. OMG, I was nervous when the syringe was just in front of me~! *swallow* hahaha.

For your information, I already a JOM in my department. Therefore I seldom in charge in routine run test. That day, my junior came to inform me that an EDTA was clotted. I was thinking who's the unlucky one, Holy Goodness! I saw my own name on the EDTA tube that she passed me. *black out*0_o

Owkay....then the other day I went to withdraw my blood again to complete my haematology tests. In all, I went through three draws for the test, poor thing.

My clotted EDTA with the results, Fluoride tube Plain tube and EDTA tube of me and my colleauges, Ultrasound report.

Got my report on the following week after the poor blood withdraw part. Well, seems owkay, besides the iron deficiency anemia and tumor marker CA 19-9 part, other seems quite good. Consult a doctor at BP Diagnostic Centre regarding my report, she suggested to have a

ultrasound screening for investigate the elevated CA 19-9. The ultrasound report was fast, I got the report on that day, and it's free screening for me from my company~! Anyway, the report shows no abnormal findings, guess I have to monitor my tumor marker every half year then.

Well, it's good to go for a health check, at least you will get to know hows your body's condition, right?

Little Taiwan Claypot Lao Shu Fen, Little Taiwan Three Treasure Beef Noodle

Went to Little Taiwan Restaurant @ Summit for dinner with my friend last night. Truly, the food is ok only, but sometimes I think neither the food nor place matters the most, it's the companion.

Watch Rise Of The Planet Of Apes last night too, the story line is quite good, I can say it's worth to watch. Then we went Amusement Park for gaming, hahaha~ it's a great night with laughter, hmm, just ignore about my awkwardness in the gaming part, haha!

Stay good.

Me,

August 21, 2011.

Another beginning

2011-08-21T03:46:00.005+08:00

It has been a while.
Been so occupied for all the while, too many things, too many works, too many I missed out here. Anyway, took some time to restructure my blog, add some photos, guess it's a new start again, yeap, again. Resigned from my current company, next week will be the last week, I couldn't describe how anticipating I am, need a refresh deadly.

Went SS2 Durian Buffet few days ago, Wahaha~! Ya, finally, I was so excited :)! Always wanted to go there, finish 4 durians that night, OMG. Look at the photos, I starting to miss those durian now *drooling* Thanks WeiWei again~~~ ;-)

Owkay, after editing this and that, and drop some simple words @ here, it's 4am in the morning, guess I better get to bed.

Good night :) and sweet dream.

Happy beginning.

Me,

August 21, 2011.

Back to Kuching and dine with who I love the most..

2011-05-30T11:17:00.009+08:00

Oh Yeah, so as mentioned in the previous post, I'll post up Nice Kuching Foods~~
here they are~~

Reach Kuching around 10pm, well, it's kinda late, at first my and mum planned to eat Kueh Chap at 3rd mile pasar, but the Kueh Chap finished dy *sad*...so I ordered my one of my favourite food- Tomato mee~ :) still owkay, but I still loving the Hui Shing Garden's. It's a simple yet nice dish with crispy fried mee and sweet sour tomato sauce on it, yum~

Then the next day, had dinner with the families...in a shop at MJC. Their chopsticks are quick, fast and furious, hahaha, luckily I still manage to snap some pictures of the dishes :) . Got Sweet & Sour Chicken, Kuching style O-Jian (fried oyster), Butter Fish Fillet, Thai style Biring, Teh C Peng, Sizzling TauFu, Fried Mami with Egg and Fried Beehoon.

Laksa, Fish ball soup with Kolo mee, Gui Fei Mee, Kueh Chap, Teh C Peng.

The last day, plan to go 4th mile eat Kueh Chap, that's my mum favourite Kueh Chap place, but it closed on that day..*sad again:(* So we change to another kopitiam to have breakfast. I ordered Teh C Special, and mum ordered Teh C peng, but later she asked me whether got any differences? Hmm...owkay...no differences in that kopitiam, maybe we should go 7th mile to get the most Niccceee Teh C peng in Kuching :D

Anyway, I just enjoy to 'Teh C Peng' with my family, seeing them happy n' healthy. Suddenly, I feel whatever happened, just doesn't matter, as long as they are happy n' healthy.

So, regarding the question, how an airplane fllies? guess we gonna have a brief aerodynamic lesson...but simplify, it's air pressure that push the airplane upward, in the condition that the bigger pressure under the wings and a smaller pressure on the top. The wings of airplane are design in a special shaped called airfoil (or called as aerofoil), it is curve on the top and flat on the bottom, allowing some air to go over the top and the rest go along the bottom. The air moving at the bottom of airfoil is slower and create a bigger pressure.

All informations can be found in NASA website .

Enjoy living, Enjoy eating, Enjoy with the lovess.

Me,

May 30, 2011.

Chocolate temptationS !

2011-05-27T12:17:00.012+08:00

Life is a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you get next.

Went to Dessert's Bar Cafe at Subang Parade with Wei Wei. It's a Wednesday, Belgian Chocolate Fondue promotion is on going! But funny he accidentally read the name to 'Belgian Chicken Fondue', hahahaha, I almost fell from my chair XD ! So OIK! I wonder how a Belgian Chicken Fondue looks like....but this is how Belgian Chocolate Fondue looks like :

So tempted, right?ice cream and fruits with ChoCoLate! That's the best lunch I ever had~of coz' the chocolate fondue is the dessert. I ordered a waffle sandwich with coffee, typical lunch, the waffle sandwich is so nice *slurp*~ I gonna try out other foods on the menu then :P

Good night, everyone~by the way, I'm now back to my sweet home at Kuching, guess the next post will be Nice Kuching Foods :P

and one question, do you guys actually know how an airplane can flies?

haha, I'll find out the answer and post it on the my next post, ok?

Me,

May 27, 2011.

Are you real, my dear?

2011-05-17T21:24:00.004+08:00

梁静茹 [你会不会]

房间是你的气息你还没醒
静静的头挨着你你伸手握我手心
这是真的还是种梦境
被捧在手心还是不确定

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情直到我遇见你
这不是运气是种默契却让我恐惧
OH 你会不会美丽往往都易碎对不对

遗憾变暖意暖意变泪滴
泪滴变成钻石我珍惜被你珍惜
爱是水晶好透明又怕被跌碎的心
偷偷窃喜屏住呼吸

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情直到我遇见你
这不是运气是种默契却让我恐惧
OH 你会不会热情往往会减退对不对

爱来来去去走走停停无论多小心
说过不放感情不再患得患失
这不是运气是种笃定更怕会失去
OH 你会不会决心最后会撤退会不会

Sometimes it's quite true, after those sweet and bitter, gains and loses, people become more cautious, waiting in hope but too afraid to approach and believe. I thought I will be calm down and will be silent for some time. Somehow, every single day, there are numbers of people around me. Some are just passer-by or never actually 'meet' or never remember them. Some are hi-bye but never know the names. Some are just normal friends, maybe having meals and shopping together either alone or in a big group, laughing and joking, but just friends. Some are good friends with bit ambiguous, yet never a couple, to admit that nothing than being good friends with guilty conscience, meanwhile, never take any initiative to move steps forward. Perhaps, even meet a good match, we will all hesitate and doubt whether it's real, we have become more cautious, 'cause knowing the pain of heartbreak, we have to admit that we are too afraid to lose something and getting hurt. Contradiction is the complicated, interesting and the suffering part.

Quote from sam's night show: 因为一旦失去了爱，遇到确不定确定的人都觉得是喜欢的

尽管他一直不愿意承认，并且不承认那是爱，那么我觉得用喜爱可能更适合，因为缺爱

Love isn't everything in life, but it's a important ingredient in life. I wonder if anyone had ever hear how some people define love in life, they said that the aim of life is to find a partner, spending life together till old age. I'm still on my way to figure out my life, everyone I met, everything I faced, every story I heard, every phrase I read, every frame I saw, they filling-in the blanks, whether they hurt me or cheer me up, I learn by going through them.

Are you real?

Me,

May 17, 2011.

Once upon a time, someone told me...

2011-05-15T21:01:00.005+08:00

爱情转移
主唱：陈奕迅

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照变亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上扑满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

someone once told me, happiness is a crystal ball falls from the sky, it hits on the ground and breaks into pieces. If only you stoop down and find, you will get your piece of happiness. No one will have a complete crystal ball, I think one single piece is lucky enough for a lifetime.

I keep listen to this song recently, 爱情转移 by Eason. I think it's quite meaningful, somehow, it makes me insomnia, tonight. Without any reason, I feel like crying today. After all, we are just humans, we have emotions.

It's kinda complicated. Sometimes, you will get obsessed with something for some reason and it's also the same reason you hate about it. I guess I never really have such feeling, till now. I gotta admit I have no idea how to deal with it.

Bless everything will be fine.

Me,

May 16, 2011.

I miss you, it's a short paragraph of the poem.

2011-05-11T01:20:00.009+08:00

I'll miss you till I meet you.

And I'll miss you till I meet you.

I'll miss you all the time.

--[Dar Williams-Miss you till I meet you.]

Missing someone is like eating dark chocolate, it's bitter sweet, and it's lonely. All those feelings of loving someone, caring someone, missing someone, it's a lonely, secretive feeling, don't you feel the same too? My dear, there's so much you don't know about it. I miss you every time I woke up. I thinking of you when I'm boiling water to have my very first cup coffee of the day, and miss you again when I having my coffee with my breakfast toast. I standing in front of confection shelf in the supermarket, pick up your favourite biscuit, smiling coz' I think of you, but I put it back again. I like to see your smile, something chemical happened inside my head whenever I saw your smiles, it keeps vexations away. And I think my heart will be more healthy if I sees you more, coz' it beating slightly faster every time you showed. I'll order your favourite drink without a thinking, unintentionally, somehow, I think it had started to be my favourite too.

I missed you and I'm missing you, just simply miss you.

And I wonder if I ever show up once, maybe once or twice in your mind? But, I never ever ask, coz' I dare not to ask, and I'm afraid to hear the answers from you.

Do you have the feelings or have you done the same thing before? Someone just suddenly, slowly, occupied your mind, slowly without your attention. Isn't it bitter sweet and lonely? It's like a secret something, a very private emotions. I found these are quite interesting, I mean I did have all these feelings before, and now I found whether loving someone or not, and still, it's lonely.

Every single day, a paragraph of missing, irrigate the secret garden in my heart. One day, you will see the blooming flowers abound, in the secret garden of my heart, with the pictures of you, and me too.

Me,

May 11, 2011.

because I decided.

2011-05-07T23:07:00.006+08:00

Coco Mademoiselle, from myself as a birthday present of 24th (an excuse to get myself something I wanted to have, and, perhaps something expensive XD ... )

Had a new hair do at Mid Valley La Mode Coiffure, got myself a new perfume.

Never thought that I would be the person I am now. Never thought that I will live alone, away from home for years. And, here I am, become a person that I never thought before.

Sometimes I would think that I'm a little girl, can't wait to grow up and become a somebody in the big flourish city, the big glory stage. Trying to be prefect - a mature, elegant, attractive, knowledgeable, courageous, socially active, optimism, healthy person.

Have you ever dream you are shining like a star, a focus point on a stage? Or, just to be proud of yourself, because you are who you are?

Make a change, have a chance.

Me,

May 7, 2011.

better in time.

2011-05-02T23:27:00.007+08:00

去年五月,做了疯狂的事.年少是疯狂的一场梦.

I used to cry a lot.

Eventually, we all get better in time. I spent a long time in vain, it's not a shame to admit that I fell. Who doesn't have a hard time in the big black hole, felt like have been eaten or, drown.

Better in time, this a what my buddy told me.

It's hard to believe the warm of sun in the winter, and the brightness just seems impossible in the long night, and the happiness seems never ever appear in the hard times. Yet, tomorrow is another day. I would never know I could actually breathe without you, there is a tomorrow for me.

And, someday, I just woke up and I realize the sky is blue, wide, and clear.

There are kinds of weather in the days of our journey.

Me,

May 2, 2011.

bla bla bla,that's all about love

2011-04-28T14:11:00.003+08:00

I miss you sometimes.

I hope to see you sometimes.

I think you're attractive sometimes.

I wish to stay together and share our times together.

I looking into the crowd, it's your face I am searching, and it's you.

Simplify all the things, I like you.

the other day, I was searching my stuff on google and accidentally found a stranger's blog. he wrote a blog for the girl he loves everyday, everyday everyday, continuously. well...i read some of it, it's quite touching. but sadly, he din get together with the girl he loves, he just standing at some distance and accompany her. anyway, I wish him all the best.

I been wondering for a long time. What's love? For all these time, I cant answer the question. but now I guess I know what's love to me, or I can say, what kind love I want. Life is a journey, search all the answers to your question. owkay...what I think about love is...a kind of attraction, a kind of bonding. There's a HK movie years ago, Why Me Sweetie? starring by Louis Koo and Cheerie In. I think it's quite sweet and romantic, and it's very cute. So, every time after Ah Dong lost his memories about Ding Ding, he will get fall in love and attracted by Ding Ding again and again. I like to see the bonding between them, when they look into each other's eyes, it's everything.

Well....single isn't that bad too...at least I'm quite free to do whatever I wanna to....hmm, and I will find my Mr.Nice Guy which have the "attractive bonding" with me some day later~~hahaha~

all the best, to everyone.

have a blessing day.

Me,

April 28, 2011.

I like * smiles :)

2011-04-06T11:48:00.003+08:00

Having some headaches these days, but the concern from my friends make my world brights again.

Thanks for the messages thanks for the chatting!Thank you guys! You're the best!

Last night was bit down then went dinner at somewhere near Taipan, it's a simple meal with banana leaf (Sky said it's salad, cold joke!) hahaha, then laughing while eating as usual. I think it's the smiles let me feel everything is owkay, I feel good when I see smiles and some funny faces, hahahaha, ...Thanks guys...

life goes on

2011-03-30T10:27:00.004+08:00

Another day has come, one after another, like the lampposts in the night, in the city. I wish I could just get on my car and drive away, far far away, until the lamppost ends.Into the darkness beyond the city, wherever It will brings me. Cuz' I had been so restless for awhile, trying to jump out from the swamp.

The other day, sing k with my colleagues, was sitting in the dark room and watching them singing, and then I started to think something again, haha, I know I know, Im the Thinker! hahaha....so restless! I was thinking about my life, been going on and on for 20+ years, and yes, please keep going on...hahaha!!! Hmm..everything keep changing, so do I. Now that Im all alone, and I trying to find my way, spread my wings and phew~~~fly away, up up into the sky. But before I fly....I need to fill up myself....for example,with foods?hahaha~nice. ;-)

365 days, A city, A dreamer

2011-03-19T11:59:00.005+08:00

Been thinking what I wish to have in my future in these days. Then something just came to my mind, different cities each year! haha, sound so nice... 365 days a city. Since I cant be a pilot to 'drive' a plane and fly, but I still can have my plan to fly, right?haha...these pictures are taken years ago, during my uni life. And I heard about a phrase : gonna quit my job and move to New York, coz somebody told me that's where Dreamers should go. haha, just then I plan to go New York, coz Im a Dreamer. Please dont laugh at me and tell me it's lame and naive, coz ... Im a Dreamer. haha, aint there's a popular phrase called: life is just a dream?

haha, I know this isn't gonna be easy...anywhere, just live and dream :)

sunshine at Ipoh !

2011-03-18T11:56:00.004+08:00

Had a wonderful weekend at ipoh. had very nice food, had fun, had laughter and sunshines!

It was really memorable as I din had any activities since I came west malaysia. So, first of all, I really have to thank Wei Wei, at first there's no one else has any interest on company annual dinner at ipoh, but I really feel wanna go back Ipoh for a weekend holiday, then he came and said he might be going, haha, then the others started to join. hm...guess this incident just trying to say that I have no attraction at all...:(

hahaha~ but really have to thank him for this wonderful trip, I know he is quite tired that day coz he had to drive all the way to Ipoh and back to KL with not having enough sleep...sooorry Wei Wei~~but i think the thing that make him so wanna 'kill' me the most....is..he accidentally became a magician assistant because of me...hahaha!!!

And not forgotten, thanks four eyes zai provide comfortable place for us to stay overnight at Ipoh, and chit chatting whole night with me, haha, hope all the best working at HQ! we will miss you, and remember to come KL during holidays!

Other than that, happy to meet my new colleagues, my new friends~amy, koh, yeori and sky~nice to meet you all~hope we gonna have more trips together!

Lastly, to my lovely room mate,cui wen, please take good care of yourself at HQ k?eat more,rest more, dont get stressed over work~gambatte!

没有对错,没有黑白

2011-02-10T04:27:00.003+08:00

世人分不清是非对错,我分不清是真实还是梦.

我是在梦里,还是在真实里,还是人生本来就是一场梦.

if i die young

2011-01-14T00:41:00.005+08:00

if i die young

bury me in satin

lay me down on a bed of roses

sink me in a river at dawn

send me away with the words of a love song

the ballad of dove

go with peace and love

gather up your tears

keep them in your pocket

save them for a time when u really gonna need them

一直听到这首歌,蛮喜欢的.其实我也想过我的葬礼,if i die young,哈哈,很无聊呗.

我希望干净俐落的黑白葬礼,不需要念经,不需要点香,只需要白花的味道,只需要我喜欢的音乐.不需要各种规矩,只要摆放一些椅子让陪我最后一程的家人朋友坐着缅怀我,听着音乐,闻着花香,记得我灿烂的笑容.不需要眼泪,给我一封信一首诗,将一切文字与我埋葬在一个可以看见日出日落的地方,充满黄金色的,阳光的草原.

Life ,just like what they said, is a box of chocolate, you will not know what will you get next.I never know when I've enough time for my life,so I treasure my time, I learn to be appreciated what had given to me, to be appreciated what I gained. There was once, I went to my friend's funeral, the pictures of that day burns in my skin and I wouldn't wash them away...I can't believe she left, that was the moment I have a deep feeling about life, Life is short, Treasure it, Love own life, Live it with love and laughter, Fill the moments with no regrets.

Sometimes I feel, life is not about gaining, what you gain you cant take them along with you when you leaving, instead, life is about giving, the memories and every touching feelings about you were given to all your loving family and friends, then, live with a pretty smiley face in their memories, live with love in their memories.

Life is not all about wins and loses, it can be more valuable than that. Have a minute, slow down and smile to your family and friends, and smile to yourself.

I hope she is beside angels, and she is one of them, singing to us with peaceful tune.